Simplyzhen.my everyday rantings, my life.<3

super sianz-ness

2009-10-18T23:08:00.002+08:00

started working for 4days.
not a very good one...
started to feel really pissed and sianx already...
hate people who are irresponsible...
anyway i wont stay for any OT.

why offdays are always so short...
super sianx....

2009-10-02T02:16:00.000+08:00

went alif for teh session with baby last night,

talk and shared alot of things.

which i find that some thing is really 命中注定.

we have known each other for more than 5 years,

but we only like finally get together after that 5 years.

which both of us find it quite amazing...

its already like 10 months together,

but we still feel like its just yesterday.

even we spent most of our time together....

i just want to say thank you my love,

and i love you. =)

my DIY frame. =D

and i finally redo a new design, H for Huizhen~

a busy busy weekend!

2009-09-28T02:33:00.002+08:00

a weekend thats filled with programmes...
on friday,

baby after finish work came back fetch me for dinner.

open his car door so surprised to see a bouquet of flowers and a gift on the car seat.

hahaha...

dinner @ sunsetway Grilled-on,which i think they're good for beef and pork.

they even sell wagyu beef which cost like $98+ for 200g.

both of us ordered beef but not wagyu,

and also oysters and portella mushroom and soup.

the food was really good!

catch Fame @ JP.

saturday went in JB with Da niu and his wife as usual.

bought tons of mooncakes which cost about RM$300+

LOL!

dvds and PC games.

dinner at Sentosa,

finally had my butter crayfish which i've been craving for....

MJ at night.

guess it was our usual weekend routine...

sleep through the whole Sunday.......

flowers and choco from baby....

look at the many many bags of Seasons mooncake~ there are more on the floor and back... LOL!

back again!

2009-09-22T19:48:00.002+08:00

neglected my blog for quite some time.
being busy with baby about derma group,
and waiting for my new job to start.

recently weekends have being quite boring.
either texas or MJ.
at least i get to spend time with baby.
=)

will update again when derma group webby is done!

poke poke poke pokerface!

2009-07-20T00:25:00.003+08:00

i always love weekends,
its always full of activities!
=D

everyweek will not miss this,
and baby will either call or sms me.
Baby, tonight texas poker at my place.
XD

we are so addicted to TEXAS POKER!
and teh gong tao.
LOL!

alot of things on my head sia.
i just cant bloody wait to get out of SK-II
sick and tired of this job.
ZZzzz

oh ya...
Yulgang is our new Love too.
chcek out asiasoft!

JUNE - the month of many bday celebrations...

2009-07-06T01:19:00.003+08:00

Baby's Birthday

View from jewel box

chicken ceasar salad and yummy mushroom soup~

enjoying my mushroom soup

baby too!

Star cruise, never sit before....

top view~

One of my fav pic, i like the sunset....

this too!

main course... beef ribs... that will melt in your mouth but stuck in between your tooth.. =\

Baby wanted to take photo of me and the keppel bay, but i thought he only want to take the scenery... LOL!

dessert....

126 @ geylang with the usuals...

look at the amount of chicken feet we ordered... still got more infront lor!

Jansen's bday and steamboat @ Qiaoling's place~~

BX "VERY" sious face...

POKE POKE POKE POKERFACE~~~

Bday boy~~

BX's bday @ Gu you....

Bday boy!

hair hair hair...

2009-07-03T02:45:00.002+08:00

looking so forward to my sat offday...
gonna do something to my hair...
trim......
dye???
i'm thinking of extension again eh....

sinful dinner @ m'sia just now...

massive loads of photos to upload...
soon soon.....
*cross fingers*

GOOD NIGHT!!

tired tired...

2009-06-11T22:18:00.001+08:00

atrium finally over,
tired like fuck.

update soon.............

Ben& Jerry<3

2009-06-08T00:46:00.001+08:00

update soon~
being really busy and tired.
tons of photos not upload yet.

Zhen is a HAPPY girl! =DDDD

2009-05-29T23:19:00.002+08:00

BX bday celebration @ butter factory.
didnt really drink.
cuz they open chivas.
most hated hard liqour.
especially mix with green tea.
i smell already wanna puke.
lol.

left at around 3am.
7-11 buy cup noodle and chips.
continue watching my korean ver of 流星花园.
while baby was sleeping like a pig.

baby went to work while i still in lala land.
suddenly he came back stunned me.
he came back to nap.
LOL!!!
left his house around 2.
CCK polyclinic to take mc.

home to change,
grandma's house.
TPY lor 8 to meet my ex colleagues and customer.
crab dinner~~
was a good gathering.
so long no see them.

to baby's place.
went in M'sia for food again.

back to work.
saw many pple carry M]phosis sales bag.
they having sales!
went to the one at CP.
everything was damn cheap la!
50% and 70%!
want to buy their slippers but no have my size.
kns.
only manage to buy one top and a HP pouch.

wanted for baby at cine.
dinner at Ajisan~
baby bought a cufflink shirt and casual pants from G2000.
they having sales also~
went to the m]phosis at taka.
the place was damn pack la.
all the guys are waiting outside while the girls are inside having war.
LOL!
bought another top again.
hee...

BX bday pics coming up~

KNN KNN KNN!!!

2009-05-21T02:42:00.003+08:00

KNN!!!!
my car plate opened 3rd prize!!!

best thing is i NEVER BUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!
i bought other numbers instead of my car plate!!
REALLY KNN!!!
3RD PRIZE EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sick....

2009-05-09T15:22:00.004+08:00

was on mc for 2 days.

at least they're spent wisely.

HAHA!

wednesday went jb with the gang.

1st time 2 cars went in together.

tcs and baby's car.

as usual, car wash and dinner at dai ma garden.

and also to celebrate tcs bday~

jam while on the way back.

cuz they having quite through check.

mayb that guy hear i say,"xiao pang going check out car le."

hahaha!

thurs went to see doc,

baby ask me better go see as i was having flu continuously for 4days le.

got 2 days mc.

went home took my medication immediately knock out,

till i dun wanna have my dinner.

den baby called ask wanna have supper at cck 302.

another round of tcs bday celebration.

had duck noodle.

still quite shag,

i only stone there.

friday baby book appointment with vincent daniel to get our hair cut.

but in the end only i cut and dye.

love my new hair colour~

but it wont last long lei.

and baby finally bought his GPS.

dinner at the coffeeshop near swiss.

went home to get change.

then to double O~~~

damn long no go club le.

had one jug of lychee martini by myself.

then they order shots.

tray and tray of tequila shots.

had 5 shots.

i really got high liao.

LOL!

dance till damn sweaty la.

rest awhile,

waited for them for supper.

ba ku teh.

the ba ku teh really power!

wake me up!

dinner later at 126 with my parents and baby.

last min mj with baby's fren and wife.

was winning,

itchy hand go play another 3rd half round.

lose $10. KNS!

back to hell tml. hate dragging myself to work.>.<

Peach milk tea to start the day~ i'm craving for one now ith many chewy PEARYLS~~~

ingredients for the cookie~ not all are in the photo. =\

baby's idea. haha.

Bday boy and baby~ with their cars at the background. HAHA! their request hor!

dun camera shy lei....

Bingsong engross in with psp in the car.

sham! the late comer! everyone were waiting for him.

our feet in our bir~~

new look~ love my hair colour now~ should cut the bang shorter.

the guys~

love love~ =D

BingXing and baby. keep di siao him call him bing song. HAHA!

this is what happen when everyone get high.....

(=

2009-05-05T14:12:00.002+08:00

was in the bus while otw to work,

and saw this poster fro celine at shawn house.

and i love this colour!

orangy red.

omg omg...

should i do it???

texas poka poka~

2009-05-05T04:18:00.001+08:00

kinda sick of my hair.
wanted to dye bright orangy red and cut it.
back to bang?
i think recently bang quite "in" suddenly eh.
but i scare very troublesome lei....

tired tired. =(

2009-05-03T00:07:00.003+08:00

4 more day to my off day.

catch Wolverine @ lot 1 with baby and his frens.

dinner @ cck 302.

duck noodle again.

we were damn hungry.

still order oyster omelette and dumpling soup.

it was a really nice movie!

den slack @ 302 again after movie.

had tiff again with baby.
really angry.

drove to ECP by myself.

slack there for a while.

lucky everything were ok now.

mj over @ his place.

lose money again!

knn.

my 1st mc for this job,

was really tired.

woke up @ 5pm.

then to fetch baby.

i really feel the clinics @ gombak really ex.

$69 for the consultation and medication.

WTF.

dinner @ alif,

the to expo harvey norman sales.

tampines courts.

baby was really tempted to buy the lcd tv.

home sweet home.

baby off to his fren's place for mj.

win more money hor!!

samba kangkong, 锅饼鸡，姜葱山猪肉,牛油虾 my fav!

finalyy a pic of us. my face now damn chubby la!

a long week to go.

2009-04-27T23:10:00.003+08:00

after work baby came pick me for dinner.
@ CCK 302.

feel like singing.

den to halo bar.

keep calling,

but nobody ans the call.

so decide to go down 1st.

reach there the security say they closing for 2 weeks.

but i suddenly feel like drinking.

LOL!

so to liquids cafe to slack.

ordered one bucket.

baby suddenly pack all the beer.

say we change venue.

to qiaoling's place for texas poker.

=.=

i always lose money when playing texas poker.

but this time round i only lose $8.

heh.

left around 4.30am.

sun slept until shuang shuang.

stupid boy.

keep bring in jojo wake me up.

jojo will keep licking ur face and bite ur ears.

mess up ur hair.

but she's still so cute.

out to buy 4d and bubble tea.

KNN!

i damn angry.

sat open 1st prize 4444.

i buy 4644.

NNB!

and my house phone number,

jump jump jump!

2nd prize eh!!!!

mj at night as usual.

at 1st win money.

den lose $12.

=.=

i really got no luck.

but baby lose more.

ok...

it's going to be a long week until i off again.

JB soon~

i miss their butter prawns.

LOL!!!!

random pics.....

like finally.

@ liquids cafe slacking.

my buy from online.

me me me....

一只青蛙"扑通"跳下水.

2009-04-25T00:21:00.002+08:00

after work baby came pick me.
was standing at the same spot waiting for him.
den one car stop beside me.
i was thinking how come this car looked so familiar.
then it was baby!
he drove his daddy's car.
he dun wan move his car cuz was parked at a very good lot.
=.=

supper @ geylang for frog porridge.
baby had being cravig for it for months...
its my 1st time having frog again.
i have nv touch frog meat for more than 10years!!
but really yummy.
LOL!!

sry... still no pictures.
coming soon,
*cross fingers*

fishy fishy.....

2009-04-22T23:08:00.003+08:00

this week really fuck up.
my shift keep changing and changing.
suppose to be mid this week and become afternoon.
tml even worse,
need to ot for another hr.
actually plan to go metro close door event for uob cardholder with baby.
end up I CANNOT GO LE!!!
SIAN!!!
really knn.

and recently i really cannot understand some sales.
some people just got the "luck",
to have so many memo out of a sudden.
when i'm actually working,
while the whole day so quiet eh...
how come i nv see people?
ghost?
really cannot understand.

how people close a $6000+ sales in less than 3 hrs?
is not a once in a blue moon thing.
=.=
i'm not being sour grape here.
but i can only say,
AMAZING LA!

i just cant waot till sat to come.
fuck the 3pm-11pm shift.
fuck the saturday late night shopping.

its being a very busy week for baby also.
i have to go home by myself or daddy to fetch me.

ZZZzzzzzzz

2009-04-21T01:36:00.002+08:00

my blog had being so pictureless...
even though baby bought me a cam for my bday,
haven bring it to good use..
LOL!
maybe should bring it out more often.
lazy me.

its only 2nd day of work.
i'm already so tired.
this is the reason why i hate noon shift.
good thing is you get to wake up late,
but you have to work till 10pm.
time is just so damn hard to pass especially weekdays.

i need 5k more to hit my ideal target~!
i feel like drinking.
=.=

1st time!!!!!

2009-04-20T03:00:00.002+08:00

just back from MJ from baby's place.
1st time in my life so far i won MJ!!!
LOL!
won only $6 la.
at least i win and cover baby!!!
everytime is he cover me one..
HAHA!
the big winner is xiaofang~

dinner at balestia famous ba ku teh.
with baby and his family.
q damn long la.
was an expensive ba ku teh dinner.
=.=

work tml,
so tired!!!

"bao" day

2009-04-19T00:11:00.003+08:00

catch 17 again yesterday with baby @ cine.
was quite a nice show.
stayed over @ baby's place.

Sat woke up at 3pm.
so long nv slp till so shiok la~
then to Mi casa showroom @ CCK .
i like their swimming pool and open pavillion.
but their rooms so small lei.
then to The Peak @ TPY.
when we at the entrance we damn shock.
they display a sign: estimate waiting time to showroom apx 60mins
SIAO AH!
wait for 60mins to see showroom.
then we go off.
LOL!
act like we looking for house eh...
HAHA!!

after dinner to tampines ikea for meatballs~~
my 1st meal of the day.
knn.
think of this i very angry...
we found a seat.
left my lipgloss, a box of cig, lighter and tissue on the table,
nicely!
then to buy our food.
guess wat.
when we're back,
our seats are taken.
KNN!
my things all GONE!!!
FUCK.
was damn pissed.
isn't it obivous gt pple one.
baby went to complain to the manager.
guess what.
he say no reserve of seats one.
fuck la!
baby found my stuff on top of the rubbish bin.
KNN!!!!!!
my lipgloss gone.
which cbk took my lipgloss.
damn cheapo eh.

lastly to tampines 1.
baby suggest we go sookee look look.
then to the brilliant rose section.
the diamonds damn nice eh.
told the SA i wan see 1carat one.
LOL!
he damn shocked lor.
say pple normally will start off with 0.3 or 0.5carat.
den slowly trade in upgrade.
den i say ok,
i wan see 0.5 one.
hahaha!
when we leaving he damn shock again.
he thought we really buying.
=.=
but there's really difference with brilliant rose and normal diamond.
even is same size.
the brilliant rose series look slightly bigger, and brighter.

and finally i found the rubber band i want for my work.
fucking summon.
tio a $50 one.
=.=

back to work tml.
hopefully dun tio bao.....

Next level.

2009-04-08T00:45:00.003+08:00

finally ayu's next album, next level is OUT!!!
love it so much,
keep playing her next level.
=D

even since i'm starting to work,
being really lazy to dress up.
i can wear dress,
in slipper.
instead of heels.
bought so many heels,
in the end nv wear.
cuz working also wear heels.

weekends,
dynasty and mj.
catching movie in weekends is a challenge.
challenge to q in the long q,
challenge to get good seats,
and even a challenge to get the timing you want.
=.=
how much i miss watching movie on weekdays midnight.
haha!
and gloria jeans for latte/cuppacino before our movie.

swollen leg.

2009-04-03T23:17:00.002+08:00

after 2 days of rest.
still not enough.
i still cannot get used to stand for wee hrs.

off days were spent with baby,
and my parents.
1st off day was with baby.
TPY to submit timesheet.
pizzahut for lunch.
companied him for haircut.
slacked the whole evening.

2nd day slp till shiok.
baby's 1st day of new work.
dinner with parents.

baby being really sweet.
knowing my leg aching.
pick me up after work,
then for dinner.
this week morning shift all the way,
loving it lor.
time just fly damn fast.
heh...
even though have to wake up early.
2 more days to offday!!!
MORE SALES PLEASE!!!
$_$

i'm so so so dying to have my offday!!!

2009-03-30T00:37:00.002+08:00

my legs are really rotting.
after standing like most of the time.
with thatt fucking heels.
i should get one pair which is comfortable.
as i'll be standing most of the time.

worse to come is,
i dun even know my leg is bleeding.
my stocking is stain with BLOOD!
ARGH!
now i even have problem walking.

lucky recent either baby send me or pick me after work.
daddy also send me to work on sunday.
feel so bliss~
hee.

work was great!
at least i'm happy with my job.

and finally everything settle down,
baby found a better job.
his laptop is going be mine!
HAHA!!!!

was a really happy week,
i could say.
damn unhappy they last min change my working hr for tml.
thought can end work at 8pm tml.
haix.
change it to 10pm.
KNS!!!!!!

the feel of tiredness.

2009-03-28T01:36:00.002+08:00

a cup of coffee and a stick of cig become my daily routine to wake me up.
=\
really cannot dun drink coffee lor.
stayed over at baby's place.
blur me,
keep forget to take some stuff.
drove his car back to my place to take my contact lens case and specs.
as he's playing mj.

working at scotts was good.
the staff enterence is easier than CP.
which i find CP is damn dumb place.
need to take lift to level 5 den escalator to level 6.
fucking troublesome.
some more my leg damn painful.
blisters and blisters on my foot.

BCM for dinner.
being craving for teck whye BCM.
heh.

Say HELLO to crystal clear skin!

2009-03-24T00:50:00.003+08:00

training day 1~
everything was ok...
but my body is not ok!
aching everywhere,
especially my waist and back...
omg.

after work baby came pick me.
complain to baby my whole body aching,
in the end help me massage awhile then paste salon pas.
=.=
and it was the last piece!
only fo my right waist.

went to catch coming soon with baby and frens.
i hate horror flick!
i doze off in the cinema.
LOL!

ok,
back to do my homework on fermentation.
because tml will be learning.........

PITERA!

New beginning!

2009-03-22T22:34:00.004+08:00

after slacking for about 2mths.
time to get my ass back to work life.
which i kinda miss~
hee.
whre time is spend fully.
income coming in.
seeing my lovely colleagues,
hear or share our daily rantings.
haha.

its a new start,
different environment and people.
hopefully everything will go smoothly.
*cross finger*
nice people.
=D

the only thing i would miss for not working,
would be spending most of my weekends with baby.
=)
its ok!
i'll still get to see my baby after work!
oh!
another thing i would miss,
is every morning jojo messing up my hair and licking my sleepy face on the bed.
HAHA!

alright!
time to turn in~
good night world!

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2009-03-18T07:36:00.000+08:00

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2009-03-11T05:45:00.002+08:00

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random events.

2009-03-09T02:51:00.004+08:00

catch watchmen on thursday.

suppose to watch kungfu chef.

but as usual.

we're always late!

so bo bian lor.

the movie was damn long.

i can only say,

IT SUCKS!

a waste of time.

while i was driving home,

baby keep complaining about the movie.

LOL!

lucky we only pay $6 each for the tix.

sat was spend @ baby's place.

while he was playing viwawa i doze off...

LOL!

and supper with the usual @ chomp chomp at night.

movie @ cine again.

catch kungfu chef.

i think was way better than watchmen lor.

i really find watchmen was the worst movie i ever watch.

=.=

had breakfast with baby's parents.

when was the last time i have breakfast.

lol.

nap again.

i only slp for 1hr before that.

mj again.

every sunday is mj day.

this time i really lost ALOT!

kns.

no luck.

(

baby playing my ds, cooking mama. we were challenging each other. HAHA!!

hungry me.

2009-03-03T00:50:00.002+08:00

baby's back on sunday!!
mahjong as usual.
supper @ alif.

went to have lunch with baby.
he's on mc today.
sent me to novena for interview.
and before heading back to his place.
sudden craving for ice cream.
so we went to mac.
hee.

slack and doze off @ his place.
stupid him.
took jojo in and woke me up.
jojo becoming more and more active.
keep licking and bite people.
she's a good actress also.
when she's in the playpen.
we look at her she'll act like one of her leg got something wrong.
and give u a pity look.
damn smart!

after dinner went to WM to catch marley and me.
nice movie.
quite touching also.
make us think of jojo.
haha!

I GOT INTO SKII!!!!
=D

time to move on.

2009-02-28T02:29:00.003+08:00

baby will be gone for 3days 2 night in batam.
hope you'll enjoy yourself to the fullest.
baby is only gone for the 1st day,
i've miss him so much.
=(
felt so weird to spend my weekend without him.
=((

recently being quite down.
thx baby,
always being by my side.
lending your listening ears to me.
and giving me advice.
you're right.
what's the point of,
putting up the effort while the other party is not responding.
just move on with life,
differently.

miss you love.

clumbsy me.

2009-02-27T03:22:00.000+08:00

this week really "suay" for me.
i fell twice.
=.=
WTF....
1st was in town.
in the middle of paragon!!!
ARGH!!!
while i was walking to starbucks,
my heel stuck in the crack of the tiles.
i thought can just walk out of it like what i normally do.
in the end the heel did not come out!
i lost balance and fell!!!

worse thing is i screamed damn loud..
LOL!
and 2 girls came to help me...
i damn paiseh la!!!
keep saying, "thank you, i'm ok."
ah................................

and today....
went to keppel club with my colleagues to sing.
and hile going up the step.
i fell,
AGAIN!
i really lay flat on the carpet.
my knee damn pain eh!!!!!!!!
and my colleagues keep laughing.
they're so evil!!!!!
&*(@&$@*#(

Ikea~

2009-02-26T11:32:00.003+08:00

dinner @ ikea with baby.
lucky AYE nv jam.
siao one eh.
the thing display,
from PIE to CTE need 70mins.

while on our way to ikea,
we saw RAINBOW!!!
so nice~

had the usual,
meatballs and chicken wings.
share one coffee as its freeflow~
HAHA!

JB with his ex colleague.
had something different for supper.
porridge.

some pics of 小可爱 Jojo~

she super active, keep moving. cannot take proper pic.

Someday, outside PS. waiting for the andy lau movie

Someday @ dynasty~

went mustafa to top up my eye liner. damn kiasu. HAHA!

<3 weekend

2009-02-23T04:25:00.003+08:00

recently every weekends,
are spent over @ baby's place.

fri,
had our dinner at TW.
BCM again.....
=.=
watched look for star @ PS.
cuz tcs gave us 2 tickets.
have to use it before feb end.

mustafa walk walk....
wanted to get anna sui's perfume.
but dunno whether issit cheaper there a not.
but the britney perfume damn cheap eh...

we planned to swim on sat,
but it rained!!!
=.=
went to collect my specs,
lunch at alif.
WM to buy his pillow and car air purifier.

slack awhile at his place den headed to kailing's 21st bday.
the jam inside to aloha loyang was terrible...
if i drive i think i'll ki siao.

saw a few long time no see faces.
finally leann and willy came.
left around 10+ to selegie for douhua you tiao.
dynasty with the gang for KTV.

TW for BCM again @ TW.
=.=

this morning while i was sleeping.
i was woke up by jojo.
stupid baby!!!
go put jojo beside me!!!!
she keep licking my face.
she love to aim poeple's mouth and ear.
but she's damn fun to play with....

mahjong with his bro and bro's gf.
standard for every sunday.
but this time i lost alot ah....
=(

gonna bring my love for 1st 1k servicing tml.

sigh...

2009-02-18T20:24:00.000+08:00

dunno what's wrong with me.
it feels like shit.

CCB

2009-02-17T17:13:00.003+08:00

fucking pissed.
dun let me know which fucking cb scratch my love.
KNN!!!!!

random events.

2009-02-17T16:32:00.002+08:00

valentines' day,
went autoback to hunt for my leopard print car accessories.
but dun have wat i want!
only got the board cover that baby already bought for me.
=(

mustafa to buy my liquid eye liner.
in the end baby bought more stuff than me.
he's so tempted to buy LCD tv.
geylang 126 again!
with baby's frens

Sunday,
baby's parents want to buy new dog.
went pasir ris farm to took.
in the end they bought an english cocker!
SO CUTE!!
i carry her in the car all the way to baby's house.
she's only 3mths old.
den mahjong with his bro and gf.
lost $5+
=.=
supper at alif.

JB again yesterday night.
the same old routine~

Rule.

2009-02-16T04:05:00.002+08:00

Ayu's latest Pv~~!

Ayumi Hamasaki - Rule -

*I don't need the Rules
Decided by someone else
Because we are the Rules
I can't give way in that matter

"Where on earth is hope in an age like this?"
"Can we believe in what we can't see or touch?"
I just nod silently and close my eyes calmly

Because I can feel clearly now that we are certainly connected

* (repeat)

"This world isn't yet so bad, though it's cloudy everywhere"
"However foggy, I have enough confidence in trying to trust someone"
I take a deep breath and shout proudly

Because I was taught by you on that day that everything happens necessarily, not casually

** I don't want to be imposed on
By the same old stupid Rules
Let's start first, you and me
By breaking the Rules

Since the moment my strength turned into tenderness
And my tenderness turned into strength
I have nothing to fear any more
I'm feeling so

* (repeat)
** (repeat)

Happy Valentines' day~

2009-02-14T20:25:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentines' Day!
hope you all enjoy yourself~

LOVE is in the air~
<3

=(

2009-02-12T21:35:00.003+08:00

JB yesterday night.
had supper there.
not very nice this time.

went to cut my hair with baby today...
bath my love today.
park at my house downstairs,
kena alot bird shits.
for the 1st time!
i'll nv park those lots again!

so much bad things happened.
sigh.

its so hard to look for a job now.
i need a job!
=(

life can be that simple.

2009-02-11T18:48:00.002+08:00

called baby,
told him i damn bored!

he suggested drinking or mahjong.
in the end we went for movie.

drove down to his place to pick him.
he too tired to drive.
reach town,
bought latte from gloria jeans for movie.

damn happy.
cuz carpark so empty!
when reach level 9,
the q so many people!!!
and the movie we wanna watch sold out already!
=.=

kns...
really dunno what to do.
went back to his place.
watch dvd.
we went town just to buy latte...
=.=.......
HAHAHA!!!

and tmd...
dunno what the birds opposite cine car park eat.
got so much shit one lei!
i only park for less than 30mins.
kena bird shits already.
and i just wash my car!
KNN!!!!

hmm...

2009-02-10T21:16:00.003+08:00

sometimes i really dun understand what's on your mind.
i always thought that,
only girls are hard to understand.

i'm freaking bored.
being lazing around for the past 2 weeks.
doing NTH...
hoho!

i feel like playing mahjong,
or...
go out somewhere.
just SOMEWHERE!!!

instead staying home.

i'm going to bored to death...

i need new job....
=(
miss the feeling of someone paying me every month.

i miss baby too.

21st celebration with family~

2009-02-10T21:03:00.003+08:00

my cousin with grandma

cousin,grandma and me

lou hei~

godma preparing.

HUAT AH!!!

after dinner went halo bar to sing~~~

my birkenstock~ bought one pair for baby too~

key necklace from daddy~

21st bday celebration @ Phuture~

2009-02-04T19:56:00.003+08:00

my new satin bed sheet for CNY~ super nice to sleep!

1st bday present from baby~ gold canon camera that i aim quite long. =D

while q-ing for phuture~

still early...

went coffee shop for some food.

LeAnn and Willy

me and baby~

in the end, the drinking start at coffeeshop even before we go phuture....

long time no see, farkers.

Huiting, leann and me

my lovely ladies~

benson,TCS,Binxin and Alvin

where the crazy pics begin......

Bingxin ah bingxin....

erm... phuture air-con. =\

miss her kuku face, come back soon ah!!!

long time no see ah, Keng Nguan

Presents from my them~ <3

At 1st things we quite disorganise.

phuture was damn pack. we have no table.

even though we called to book VERY early.

they make mistake and give us table in zouk.

I DUN WAN ZOUK!!!

so forget it.

lucky we found table!!

glad things turn out quite well later on.

hope everyone enjoy urself!

and thanks to those who came~

i was damn drunk.

till i have to be carry out of phuture to cab.

blissed~

2009-02-04T01:57:00.002+08:00

many thanks to people who wished me happy 21st bday in any ways.
really happy~!

felt so blissed to have so many wonderful people with me.
wonderful celebrations.
made my 21st birthday an unforgetable and fruitful one!

will update again with pictures.

loads of love~<3

21st bday~

2009-02-03T01:21:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me~

=.=

2009-02-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

fuck!!
i lost my posb card in zouk!!
ARGH~~~~

CRAZY night!

2009-02-01T18:28:00.001+08:00

update soon!!
even though i got plenty of time to blog.
i'm just so lazy to stick my arse down to blog!
>.<

thanks to those who came~~
XOXO

=DDDD

2009-01-30T02:33:00.000+08:00

I'm a happy girl.
=D

.

2009-01-28T22:10:00.001+08:00

really spechless.
i'm so so so...
leftout.

maybe its just false hope
and illusion.

Exciting week~

2009-01-28T21:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CNY~
happy collecting ang bao eh~

for me not so much eh.
i think my bday ang bao is more than my cny one.

1st cny driving around.
heh.

it's going to be a fun week~!!
update more soon!

phuture this fri!
21st bday celebration~!!!!
<3

thanks for everything, my love~

anyway my love have new name!
HA!
baby say his love is Michelle,
becuz its mazda.
and my love is suzuki,
so i name it Shaun/Sean/Shawn.
HAHA!!!
Whatever spelling la! =P

M'sia and last min shopping~

2009-01-24T17:27:00.002+08:00

afterwork went home get change.
headed to m'sia wih baby and TCS.
baby had his car wax.
was cheaper alot than doing in s'pore.
had our late dinner in dai ma garden.
its being ages i've being there.

m'sia custom change also.
was nicer than the old one of cuz.
but the people still same la hor.
attitude.....

friday went to do my massage and facial.
i can say the massage was good.
my body feel so much better.
everytime i massage poeple.
finally let someone to pamper my body.
=D

met baby in bugis to do his last min shopping.
bugis damn packed lor!
and baby took 1hr+ to find a parking lot.
=.=
wanted to have our dinner @ geylang 126.
but they closed early!!
only open on the lunar 15th!
NB!
close so early for CNY.

so we settle down @ alif for our dinner
after JE to buy drinks for CNY.

its being 4days since i last touch my swift.
oh no.
means i've not being driving for 4days.

last day working with michiko.
my most "gam" colleague.
i'll definitly miss everyone in ES.
='(
was really touched she wrote me letter and secretly put it in my bag.
hope we'll be colleague again!!

well...
天下无不散宴席。
we still can meet up again!

LOVE is in the air.

2009-01-22T01:36:00.004+08:00

dunno what is wrong with us these 2 days.
being having tiff.
glad things are ok now.

lots of my spree stuff are here!
the 1st thing i reach home is check my computer table.
whether is there any parcel.
damn happy to see if there is!

supper almost everyday.
fat fat fat.
every since i say everyday.
baby fren keep disturb him.
XD
nv fail to hear them use this word.

1st monthsary. bought for our car key. =D

my VS loots~ panties and bra.

finally.... my micheal kors watch. damn nice and bling in real~

went toh guan to self collect. damn worth it~ very happy with my buy!

bras

heels from colin stuart. one pair for CNY and another pair will be wearing on my bday.

xinwang for dinner before watch oon bak. the movie damn no meaning eh. just pay to watch tony ja fight.

all time fav from xinwang. after so long. i nv fail to order this!

@cdans chartlet for steamboat.

being craving for ben and jerry's~ sweet tooooth.......

=.=

my lingeries from E.Love~ finally here! taiwan spree always like turtle. took damn long..............

dunno why my hair now become this colour. me in my F21 buy~ WOOO~~~

most of my CNY colthes are bought online.

heh. no need squeeze with people.

2 more days i'll bid gdbye to TWG.

massage and facial on fri.

den gonna company baby to do his last min CNY shopping.

maybe will get something for myself.

i need a camera!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dunno i've being saying this for how many times.

melts

2009-01-20T18:09:00.003+08:00

baby did something yesterday which really melts me.

when i'm in really lousy mood.
which i dun understand why.

thank you baby~
so glad to have you by my side
going through ups and downs with me.
and when im at a lost.
<3 love you~

=(

2009-01-19T18:35:00.002+08:00

hit my lover's bumper on day 2.
WTF.
lucky was below.
not so obvious.
haix...
need to do paintwork....

moodswing.
feel so emo.
decide to give roller blading a miss.

why out of sudden i feel like this.
='(

1st attempt~

2009-01-15T12:12:00.002+08:00

yesterday work damn slack.
only until last min got one customer.
damn sianx.

baby came fetch me
had a simple dinner.
when reach my house carpark
baby asked whether i wanna try parking anot.
haha!

so he taught me.
was quite nervous lei.
i scare i knock onto someone's car.
i think baby more scare i knock his car.
HAHA!
damn funny.
i still quite unsure eh...
think gonna try again when i gt my car.

reach hm shower.
played wahjong awhile.
baby ask me out for supper with his frens @ alif.
talk cock and slack while there.

all of us in ES getting more and more slack.
=\

=D

2009-01-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

work was super tired.
1st time in my life.
i did so many treatments like mad.
ALL customers do in your hands.
BLOODY HELL!
my hand want to break already.

while doing massage,
my mind was thinking.
after knock off,
i WANT EAT STING RAY!!
lol!

after work baby came fetch me.
off to newton for...
STING RAY!!!!!

=D

my bed is calling me.
good night all!

busy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-01-12T17:18:00.005+08:00

baby and i just find it funny.
why our weekends are always busier than weekdays.
LOL!

fucking tired....

i slacked through the whole friday do nth after facial.

sat was dinner with my colleagues in dairy farm.
@ the japanese restuarant my customer open.
my customer damn bad.
after finish red wine ask me drink beer.
keep ask me drink. =.=
bus home.
slacked awhile.
baby called ask wan come BQ anot.
cab down to drink.
AGAIN~

skip work on sun.
i bloody sianx of this company already,
=\
sun was my lunar bday.
suppose to be lunch at JP Zhou's kitchen with mummy.
was fully booked.
q for din tai feng.
mummy want to have crystal jade instead.
so the lunch become dinner.
bought macaroons from bakerzin.
and bday cake from icing room, i think. =\
for daddy's bday.

dynasty for ktv with baby and frens.
douhua and you tiao.
red cliff 2.
had my fav latte from gloria jeans to keep me company the 2hrs+ movie.

okie, i'm going rollo blading later~
WOOHOO~~!!!!!!!

<3VS

2009-01-09T22:05:00.002+08:00

i'll never get enough of VS.

wahahaha!!

ordered 2 pairs of pumps and 2set of bras.

WOO~~

how could i resist it!

they are having sales!!!

flu sucks.

bday wants. =X

2009-01-09T19:20:00.002+08:00

booked massage and facial on the 25Jan.

gonna pamper myself before my brithday.

heh.

about my birthday,

i guess i know what's my plan.

who wanna get my this beautiful cam in gold for my bday?

HAHA!

I NEED A CAMERA!!!!!!!!!!!!

spree and spree~

2009-01-08T16:33:00.002+08:00

i'm so in love with temple street zhi ma hu(black sesame paste).
SO YUMMY!
1st was my colleague bought for us.
i nv have zhi ma hu before!
but after i tried.
keep craving for it now.

dunno why some of my spree items is taking so long.
i want them before CNY LA!!!

HUAT AH!!

2009-01-07T18:46:00.001+08:00

super bored at work ah...
as usual la.
more and more sianx of this place.
zzzz

2.2m tonight!
HUAT AH!
LOL!!!

=DDDD

2009-01-06T03:30:00.002+08:00

i'm a happy HAPPY girl!
saw a parcel laying on my table.

IT'S MY RALPH LAUREN DRESSES~~
HAPPY HAPPY~~!!!!

will update more tml.
tired tired.
bloated bloated.

good night!!!!!

days of events await.

2009-01-04T16:58:00.002+08:00

4 more days to our 1st monthsary.
8 more days to see my new love.
22 more days to Chinese new year.
27 more days to bid goodbye to SSG.
31 more days to my 21st birthday.

so many numbers to buy toto?
ha!
doesnt seen to be excited at all.
there's so much things troubled me.

emo-ing.

2009-01-04T13:38:00.005+08:00

i know i shouldnt feel this way.
this is so not me.
but this time it really hit me hard.
on my face.

wtf.
pattern more than badminton.

bored to death.

2009-01-04T12:47:00.003+08:00

after 3 days of rest. NY+2offdays
finally get my ass back to work again.

baked cheese cake on friday.
was my 1st attempt.
quite happy with the outcome.
yummy~~

sat morning,
suppose to renew my bank book.
too tired cannot wake up
meet up with baby after he serviced his car.
chicken rice @batok central.

BPP at night to meet up with alvin.
slacked at starbucks.
had my fav caramel frappucino.
suppose 5 of us go sing.
the other 2 fly aeroplane.
so left the 3 of us.
book 11pm at dynasty.
sang till 2.30am.
like sing not enough lei.

supper @ teck whye.
ba chor mee~
home sweet home~
i'm so tired now.

damn sianx.
i'm the only person in ES.
nobody to talk to.
haix....

AHHHHHH

2009-01-02T23:58:00.001+08:00

WTF LA!!!!!!!!!
i dunno why i have this feeling.
damn fuck up.
is it PMS?
=(

HELLO 2009!!

2009-01-01T22:43:00.003+08:00

1st post of the year for 2009~!

took mrt down to raffles,
as we will be drinking.
had countdown in BQ.
on our way to rab bar saw wati, sandly and riny~
so qiao!
was really crowded la.

rab bar was filled with people.
we had pool table as our table!
HAHA!
no place liao.
ordered tower.
when the bill come.
WA!
$88 for one tower!
NB!
damn ex eh.
all shocked!
but at least we get to see fireworks eh!
at the balcony.
without being in the crowd, squeeze with people, sweating like fuck.
best view lei!
haha!

decide to go other pub.
cuz too ex.
called peipei.
ask her to join us.
then she say everywhere also charge same price for drinks.
then back to rab bar again.
ordered martell this round.
more worth it lor.
while @ the balcony baby damn funny,
he say wan steal the coke home.
cuz the martell so ex!
HAHA!
crazy la him.

they had lucky draw.
in the end,
our table won the 1st prize lei!
one bottle of shiraz
siao siao!
gd start for the year?
hahaha!!!

dunno why out of a sudden baby and binxin was playing who draw the smallest card will have to drink green tea.
just green tea.
bingxin damn suay la.
he keep draw small card.
i think 3/4 of the green tea he drink one.
LOL!

wanted to had supper.
at 126.
while we waiting for cab.
HORRIBLE!
sooo many people but no cab.
cb all cab waiting for call one.
so drop the idea.
took NR.

damn shag!
slept at 7am.
was watching little nyonya.
those episodes that i've missed.

having flu.
even more tired now!

open up my mail in the morning. my belated x'mas gift from Leann~ love it! wear it to match my flowery dress immediately!

one and only fireworks pic i took. phone too lag la.

to have fair and healthy skin~ going to start the hakubi B.

hope 2009 will be a better year?
JIA YOU!

HAPPY NEW YEAR~~!!!

2008-12-31T17:02:00.003+08:00

this gonna be my last entry....
for this year.

Hope 2009 will be a better year for everyone!!

every year we always have new year resolutions.
this year how many i have fulfilled.

my new year resolution for 2008
1) SAVE MONEY!!! -Ya, did save some la.
2) Get my licence!! -YES! i got it in sept.
3) get a car?? white honda civics.. LOL!! -YES! i got myself a suzuki swift in ocean blue instead~ =D
4) Trip to Phuket -nope. only go pula ubin lei.
5) Trip to Taiwan -nope also.
6) SLIM down? XD -Ya. manage to hit 44kg, like finally.
7) Learn more kind of massage skill... -Yes! learnt more massage skill. but life long learning! is nv enough!
8) more sales at ES!! (more $$ for my pay! )XD -Ya. but not enough lei.

My new year resolution for 2009?
1) New job, with higher pay.
2) Trip so overseas. Taiwan, HK or...
3) more labels?

nth much this year. quite contented with what i have now.

low... low... low....

2008-12-30T23:19:00.002+08:00

mood recently quite bad.
everyone's ans always are:
not confirm. not sure. dunno.
argh...
everything so not finalize.
fucking hate it.
maybe i should just mia la.
but really irresponsible lei.

went roller blading with michiko, ashley and felix.
my 1st time roller blading.
haha! really fun.
was quite different from ice skating.

1 more day will be new year.
what's my new year resolution??

<3 VS

2008-12-28T14:34:00.002+08:00

after 3 days of rest.
i'm back to work again.
another 4 more days of working.
it'll be new year!
and baby will be back!
=D

spree again for VS items.
they're having sales!
bought panties, bra and flip flops.
one pair for mummy.
dunno she'll like it anot.
but it's dirt cheap!

saw a offline msn msg left by jess.
really make my heart sinked.
miss you guys so so much.

shop shop~

2008-12-27T22:34:00.002+08:00

woke up @ 3pm.

super tired.

guess is i didnt get good slp and i slept late.

pretty stress.

so happy!

mummy and daddy help my buy the satin bed sheet that i long wanted to buy!!!

not one set....

but 3 sets!!

red,grey and blue!

YEAH!!

super comfy to sleep on lo.

hee hee...

love it!

headed out to chinatown with mummy.

wanted to get cloth to make pillow and booster casing.

i want leopard prints and zebra.

only manage to get leopard prints one.

dun have zebra.

then bought gold satin material~

i'm so excited to see the outcome!!

wanted to remove my bed frame also.

time for a change!

i want queen size bed la!!!

then to bugis.

bought 2 dresses.

dinner @ uncle kitchen.

mummy say she craving for the fried rice and chicken wings.

home sweet home.

i'm super tired now.

eyes half open.

baby in KL.

will only back for countdown.=(

bought another 2tops from LJ spree.

hee... cannot stop buying.

so much of emotions and memories.

2008-12-27T00:13:00.003+08:00

was sorting out and deleting some pics in my com.

to clear some space.

looking back at the pics.

really bring me back alot of memories.

especially my farkers.

time we used to go out together.

celebrate every special or non-special occasions together.

do so much stupid stunts and poses together.

and the list goes on.

during this year.

i felt i left out so much.

this is my greatest regret in my life.

if only i could turn back time.

and change my decision.

but,

its impossible.

hope life ahead for both of you will be better.

sick.

2008-12-26T22:16:00.002+08:00

slept till 11.30am
woke up by mummy.
she said she booked a facial appointment for me.
changed and went down.
so long i didnt get a facial.

the therapist say i got sensitive skin, dry and pimple.
true la.
the facial not bad.
the only thing is i didnt slp during the whole facial.
which i dislike.
got a package.
small one.
i must start to take care of my skin.

went home to nap awhile.
so exhuasted.

dinner with mummy and daddy.
stayed home today.
i wan to watch little nyonya.
so addicted to that show la.

down with sore throat.
had too much chocolates.
i finish half of the royce choco from my colleague.
hehe...

i think i put on weight.
argh....

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS~

2008-12-25T22:46:00.003+08:00

how's everyone's celebration?

hope will be a good one.

i had a quiet christmas this year.

i thought will be partying.

in the end we didnt.

haha!

matthew came down fetch me over to his house for dinner with his mum, sis and bro.

left around 9.30.

nv catch finish little nyonya.

bought a christmas cake @ amk hub breadtalk.

i wan log cake!

but their was mango one.

i wan chocolate one!!

waited for baby to pick me up.

clumbsy boy.

fell and cut himself while walking to his car.

companied him home to get change.

fetch alvin and wen de.

we keep dunno where to go.

ended up we countdown in the car.

wind down window shout merry christmas to anyone on the road.

damn crazy ones.

HAHA!!!

lot one see got mid night show anot.

wanted to catch IP man.

no more.

den to PS.
sold out.

then to cathy.

lucky still gt seats.

supper at selegie beancure and youtiao.

quite nice.

Wende keep saying he's craving for ba chor mee.

say maybe dennie yan will eat ba chor mee in the movie.

damn lame la!!

slept at 6am.

woke up at 4.30pm.

lunch at cck302.

ba chor mee.

LOL!!

outside cathy

chistmas cake~ yummy yummy~~~~

did some online shopping again.

i bought lingerie again!

hahaha....

but taiwan spree always take VERY longgggg

dunno when will come. =.=

hmmm.....

2008-12-24T17:50:00.002+08:00

bought 3 lingerie online.
dunno will reach before CNY anot.
and a sunglass.
my old one got 3 deep scratches.
=(

i'm thinking whether should i buy log cake later?

i'm having flu at this day.
DAMN!!

X'mas EVE~~~

2008-12-24T13:14:00.004+08:00

it's CHRISTMAS EVE TODAY!!
and CB~
have to work till 8pm.
fucking boring can?
outside club street like ghost town.
SO QUIET!!!

spa is sooooo quiet also.
even the phone didnt ring lei.
me and michiko damn slack.
we dun even bother to on level 2.
LOL!

dinner @ west coast jack's place.
we lost our way!
heh.
in the end have to look for street directory.
i forgot i have GPS.
XD

oh ya!

receive my X'mas gift from baby!

i opened it.

it's a cross necklace.

me: eh... how come you buy me a cross necklace? you know i not christian right?

baby: you dun wan ah? then return me back lor.

me: i want! why dun wan. buy really dun understand ma. why buy me cross necklace?

baby: aiya... actually i give you wrong one la. this is for my another christian gf one.

me. cb... go and die la. you liddat say i very sad lei. i fucking hate guy say this lor.

baby: Joking with you one la. i where gt time for another gf. no time to slp already. becuz it's christmas ma. so cross represent christmas. blame myself normal day nv save up la. cannot get you big diamond.

haha...

stupid la him.

then little nyonya again~

what's my plan for tonight.
i dont know lei.
=.=

anyway,
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

taken @ jack's place

from baby.

rainbow. his house's dog. hyper active!

MJ!

2008-12-23T15:37:00.002+08:00

SUPER SHAGGGGGG AHHHHHHHHHH
fucking hell slp for only 3hrs.
=.=

dinner with michiko and naomi at jln sultan.
fish head steamboat~~~
then baby came pick me.
MJ with his bro and his bro's gf.
so DAMN long since i last play MJ.
suppose to go over watch little nyona one lei.

played till 4am.
cuz i keep tiao ceng.
LOL!
small small tai.
think they waiting for big tai one damn tu lan.

reach hm around 5.30am!
YEAH!!!

1 more day to christmas.

bad news for me.
will only see my new lover next yr.
2nd week of jan.
ARGH!!

Pics~

2008-12-21T20:41:00.003+08:00

photos taken on christmas party.

mostly are with my colleagues' camera.

Naomi, Michiko and me. outside cocoa tree.

Naomi and clara

ES family~ hearts them loads.

Clara and me~

Baby and me @ pub

My gold guess slippers that i bought on sat~ love it~ so comfortable to wear!

dior holiday set. the photo on the box.

Outside. it's leather. so nice~!

the colours super chio! 6 eyeshadows, blusher, fondation,lip gloss and mascara!

claris x'mas set with gold pouch. not so much colours like dior's

inside- fondation, 3 eye shadows, 2 lip gloss and mascara~

MM lash bone and MM limited ed mascara! from baby! really surprise he bought this for me. haha!

my VS loots finally here! love their undies. super comfortable material~

what i wear to work today. super casual.

random la. was looking for yakult in my fridge then found this. mummy bought from batam. smaller than sg size eh. and its sweeter!

i really feel like getting digital cam eh. even my phone was 5mp. ARGH~ i think not enough lei.

4 days more to christmas!

tired ah~

2008-12-21T10:55:00.003+08:00

shopping spree yesterday.
i guess i going to shopped the whole s'pore lor.
from orchard to bugis.
4pm till 11pm.
pro anot.
everywhere also packed with people.
LV, gucci outside all long q.
everywhere also long q.

so happy with my buy la.
hee....
finally bought finish my x'mas gift.

was hunting for dior limited ed holiday set.
went taka,
no more.
metro, no more.
then to tangs.
they still have!!
happy happy!!
was really pretty!

slacked @ starbucks.
bus to bugis.
the jam from town to bugis kick ass.
i think i'm stuck in there for bloody 30mins.
lucky i got seat.
the bus super packed.
continue my shopping.

shaun came pick up.
bak chor mee for dinner.
lastly boat quay.

really BTH those cheena.
they very not auto lor.
cancel our table and other tables song.
insert their one.
and their singing like kill chicken.
i still wan to hear one lei.
really pissed.

home at 5.30am.
i still cannot slp lei.
everytime i drink i cannot fall aslp one.
dunno why.

today is dong zi.
had 2 tang yuan~

this morning i did something really really wrong.
die....
i think i still haven wake up.
i call my boss by his name.
BOO! T.T

Edited*
received my VS items~
yeah~!
next will be my BB cream,ralph lauren dresses and Micheal Kors watch~~
=DD

super sad la.

2008-12-20T00:48:00.002+08:00

company x'mas party was ok.

same la.

i dun like the food.

slept till noon.

feel like baking.

heh.

went down to buy ingredients.

baked double chocolate chips cookie.

turn out really yummy!!

love love~

while surfing LV webby saw this bag, shopper monogram etoile.

argh...

i'm so so so tempted to buy it!!

hope daddy mummy dun nag....*cross my fingers*

<3Ayu.

2008-12-19T01:46:00.002+08:00

this song is always playing on my itunes, ipod and omnia.
and the mv is always on my mind.
she's so cute~

Hamasaki Ayumi - Days -

Each one of the words
you nonchalantly speak
to me are all
a very precious treasure

But even I find that
embarrassing
so surely if you knew this
you would laugh

Wanting to see you, wanting to see you
or at least to listen to your voice
So without having any reason, I call you

Just by you being there
my heart becomes really warm
And my wish
is only one
Is it ok if I keeep
loving you this way?

You have someone special already
I've known that for a while
because your smile is shining so

It is painful, so painful
and my chest feels crushed but
It is certainly there

Just by thinking about you
my heart finds a reason to live
so it's not like I'm expecting something
just to know if it is ok
if I stay loving you like this?

Wanting to see you, wanting to see you
or at least to listen to your voice
So without having any reason, I call you

Just by you being there
my heart becomes really warm
My wish is only one
please let me keep loving you

Just by thinking about you
my heart finds a reason to live
so it's not like I'm expecting something
just to know if it is ok
if I stay loving you like this?

Days.

2008-12-18T15:18:00.002+08:00

thought i'll get my car by this week.
but sadly still no news.
guess will be after x'mas.

i feel i am no longer the same as in the past.
take things easily.
no longer linger onto something.
maybe going through so much.
make me stronger?
more independent?

company x'mas party tonight.
hope it'll be fun.

zzz

2008-12-17T15:52:00.003+08:00

some people just cannot be auto one.
when you want something you ask.
people do it nicely for you.
when you got it.
you din even have the simple manner to take the initiative to return.
instead you wait for people to ask from you.
more than 1mth lor.
zzzz.
some people just take things for granted.

anyway i wanna get bling bling sandels or slippers lei.
saw michiko wear one pair very nice!!

shag.

2008-12-17T12:39:00.004+08:00

i'm so damn tired la.

i can even stand and slp in the train.

now i have problem to keep my eyes open.
super bad mood early in the morning.
damn grumpy.

parents kpkb about my phone bill.

i dun understand why still so ex lor.

knn.

dinner @ xin wang yesterday.

caught twilight.

halfway the movie sudden the screen blank.
everyone there making noise.

so funny lor.

1st time watch movie like that.

was browsing through coach.

saw these few bags.

i want~!!!

i love big bag la~

SIGNATURE SATEEN LARGE CARLY CARRYALL

EMBOSSED OP ART PATENT LEAH

LEATHER LARGE JULIANNE

=(

2008-12-16T14:51:00.001+08:00

i seem to lost my motivation.
i need to kick that habit.
pls get it out of my mind!

STOP THINKING!!!

busy busy. whos not?

2008-12-16T11:52:00.002+08:00

dinner @ Copthorne King's Hotel with matthew.
to return the camera to him.
had their buffet.
not bad la.
not really up to my expectation.
their dessert quite disappointing.
not as good as Marriots' one.
even though they have chocolate fundue.
i'm not really a fondue person.

town shop for x'mas gift.
wait for shaun to pick me up.
my leg really want to break already.

slack at home for awhile.
out again.
drinking with roy.
i didnt know there's nice place to slack at jurong.
he damn cb.
alot of criticisms.

dumb me go step on the small pond of water.
he keep complain my slippers smelly.
nb.

i did something quite bad.

i tried smoking.
hahahaha!
actually quite fun. =\
my reaction damn kuku when i took the 1st puff la!

left around 4.30am
he look damn shag la.

right now i quite lost the motivation to work.
i keep hoping to knock off soon.
another round of x'mas shopping to go.
=)

christmas shopping~

2008-12-15T14:29:00.003+08:00

feel so great after the long slp~

gonna go out for some christmas shopping.
dunno what to buy sia.
quite la min.

Leann's bday+Zoukout.

2008-12-14T10:49:00.006+08:00

bus down to vivo.

meet up with Yanting first.

so nice of her.

bought x'mas gifts for us.

paiseh lo.

nv buy for her.

we walked to white dog cafe to wait for the bday girl.

first time dining at white dog cafe.

i had something mango chicken.
not bad.

and my usual iced latte.
really thx alot for the treat!

finally zoukout!

WOOO~!!!!!!

warm up round 1 outside sakae sushi at the beach there.

with Leann's sis's friends...

dunno them well la.

at first i sianx 1/2.

just drink and play game.
they bought jack daniel and vodka pear.

then went to join shaun and his frens @ sentosa cove car park.

warm up round 2.

wa lau~

they damn crazy one lor.

many liquors.

all drink until damn high. -.-

finally heading to the beach for zoukout!!!

while on the shuttle bus all siao siao...

really damn noisy.

like we own the bus.

meet up with leann at the entrance to take the tix.
left the tix with her.

partay~~~~~~~~~

me and bday girl~

Mrs Lim and me. heehee

my lovelies~

she's so red like cooked lobster lor.

Willy and sry i forgot their names. LOL!

i know you strong la.

The Ng sisters, me and tracy

Me and shaun

nicole

Alvin and sry i forgot their names! really STM!

all start to gaga already.

suddenly all go "concern" over that gone case guy. all crowd there and di siao lor. xD

Leann babe~~

WE are so ready to PARTAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i actually wanted to leave at 4am.

ended up i stayed till 6am.

OMG!

by the time i'm home was already 8.30am

went to work immediately after i reach hm wash up.

damn envy them lor.

on the car keep saying weather so nice to slp.

TMD!!! =(

i still have to work!!

i now still damn high la!

XDDDD

給我一首歌的時間

2008-12-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

i slept at 7am today!!

OMG...

now i feel so tired.

even though i woke up at around 3pm.

went jurong point with mummy.

the newly open side.

now JP really BIG!

wanted have new york new york.

but they only open at 5pm.

so ended up treat mummy Billy bomber.

i so wanted that bling bling slippers. =(

i like the one at emphsis!

not one but TWO!

ARGH!!

and i saw one of the watch shop selling Micheal kors watch!

saw a white one really chio!

what we have for dinner~

i'm so going to ZOUK OUT! YEAH!!!!!~~

you're so gonna be mine! ;D

at one moment i felt so lost.

at another moment i felt so confused.

argh...

i'm so stress la...

安静了

2008-12-12T03:40:00.000+08:00

i must be mad to be awake at this hr.
guess i slept too much today.
another super nice weather to slp.
on long leave really make people lazy.

dinner with mummy and daddy.
mummy super pro lor.
she already arrange me to fetch my aunty and uncle hm after reunion dinner next yr.
NEXT YEAR lei!
and they lived tampines!
=.=

watched little nonya.
quite nice la.

was out again.
i felt super bloated after supper.
cannot continue to be like this!
i'll get fat back again!!
ahhh!!

i cant wait for another 10 more days!!
YEAH~~~~

even i'm contented with my life now.
some part of it.
i still feel its empty.

for sure,
its not love.

如今我还在原地你却走回你的记忆
what's the point of keep on msging me?
you expect me to attend to you?
stop dreaming pls?

short week

2008-12-11T14:10:00.001+08:00

train down to tampines.

the 1st thing that was on my mind was.

where the fuck is starbucks???

i really need caffine!!

walked around b1...

no have...

then it was outside level 1...

stupid me.

finally got my caramel frappucino.

and he called at the right timing.

went yanting's rom yesterday at aranda.

saw many faces who i so damn long no see.

my beauty therapy girls!!

leann,emily, huiting, pei pei.

when so many girls gather.

of cuz cam whore la!

left around 7pm.

Pretty Yanting

Huiting.

Peipei

Leann

Emily

Still got some group pics with them.

i wanna get married also lei. hahaha!

gonna see them soon on this sat!

zoukkk out!!!

bad habit!

2008-12-10T13:05:00.000+08:00

omg omg! i saw this Michael Kors watch online... i'm so so so tempted to buy!!! ahhh!! i dun think this brand is available in sg...

taboo.

2008-12-09T15:33:00.001+08:00

Baby come with me
Imma show u something you've never seen before
Come and take my hands
Imma show u something you've never seen before

I know it's our secret
Gotta keep it to yourself tonight

joke of the day.

2008-12-09T00:29:00.000+08:00

receive this message from WLNY.

make me ROFL!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
ROFLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IS THAT WHAT YOU CAN DO???
THAT'S ALL?
TMD lame lor... =.=
and this is not the 1st time already.

new challenge in life.

2008-12-08T23:05:00.000+08:00

i wanna try something different.
instead of staying in the spa industry.

cosmetics counter?

sales figures challenge.
=)

my another addiction~ 60% cocoa. shiok yet sinful!

mummy back from batam!! she bought all this for me.. hee... my ralph luaren top, gucci envy me perfume, anna sui mascara and leopard print slippers. dirt cheap lor! i wanna go also la!!

a special day.

2008-12-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

at least i took a step forward.
did wat i could.

maybe you all would not know.

Ralph Lauren <3

2008-12-07T13:01:00.000+08:00

could not control myself!
argh...
bought 2 ralph lauren dresses...
couldnt resist it!
heehee...

anyway i ask mummy help me buy 2 polo tees from batam.
=\
maybe CNY i should wear them.

Hmmm.....

2008-12-07T11:19:00.000+08:00

wth am i doing or thinking...
why would i respond like this.
what's wrong with me...